What could this dream mean???

me and Jenn were talking on AIM about Ryan and she were like "omg! hes coming!" and i was like "yeah so am i" so i get in my car and pick up Molly and Matt and Jenna and me and Molly go to the front door and Matt and Jenna go to the back door somehow we all got in and Jenn was sitting on the floor hysterically crying and Ryan was just sitting there with a gun and Matt was like "just put the gun down, it'll all be fine" (cause it was pointed to you and i was like "omfg! matt do something!!" and well he pointed the gun to the floor and i run over to Jenn, Ryan then points the gun to Molly, Matt and Jenna i was like "hey **** face! dont touch them! if you hafta kill someone kill me!" and Matt was like "no! if he knows any better he'll put the gun down!" well the he pointed the gun to his head and shot himself and he was dead meanwhile Jenns laying on the ground bleeding im sitting there flipping out! i had no clue what to do, i was like "DUDE! SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE AND AN AMBULANCE!! NOW!!" so Molly gets on the phone i pick Jenn up and carry out her to the yard they put her in the ambulance and i was like "i hafta go with her!" so they let me on and i was like "Molly just take my car and make Jenna and Matt stay there with Ryan". Well were all in the hospital and the doctor comes out and was like "i need to speak to a family member" and Molly was like "well her parents wont be here for another hour" then i was like "well you can talk to me..im her sister" and she was like "well she had some mive blood loss and she ped out and we couldnt get her to respondim sorry, but your sisters gone" i was like "omg your kidding right? please tell me your kidding!" and she was like "no im sorry" well then i turn around and everybodys looking at me like "omg shes dead" i start busting out in tears. i fell to the ground, everyone runs to help and then the docter comes back out and was like "I am so sorry! it was a false alarm! she responded! and shes fine now!" i like p out and then like 5 mins. later i wake back up. i go into her room and we start talking. i was like "ill stay with you here as long as you need me to, ill come to your house, ill do anything for you, you freakin scared me so much!" then the doctors were like "where are your parents?" and i was like "jenn, im gunna hafta call them you know that right?" and she was like "yeah i know" so she gave me numbers to call them on and i did. then i get a call on my phone from my mom and she was like "where the hell are you?!?!?! you didnt tell me you were leaving! get your *** home right now!" and i was like "i had an emergancy & you were sleeping and i needed to leave, Jenn's in the hospital so just come here and ill explain everything". so then i was like "Molly, should you call your mom too?" and she was like "no, she'll only ground me if i do that".so then my mom comes and was like "what the hell are you doing here with her?!" and i was like "she was in trouble and she needed me" and my mom was like "i ******* told you not to hang out with her!" and i was like "she could of died! no matter what you do she's still my friend! i love her!" and my mom was like "what are you talking about you love her?" and i was like "well you wanna know soimething mom!? i LOVE her! and theres nothing you can do about it cause im bi yes i said it Bi and im in love with her!" and my mom gave me this look like "you disguist me" and was like "you go home and get all of your stuff" i was like "what? why?" she was like "b/c..this..this whole thing...not acceptable.." and i was like "what the hell?" and my mom left and Jenn was like "you can stay with me as long as you need to my parents wont care" and i was like "okay" and then i was like "well since we'll be seeing each other every day, we could try going back out?" and Jenn was like "hell yes!" and then we huged..the we kissed..then i woke up..